What happened to me as a child, has been with me throughout all my life. The problem for me is I am never without the burden of it.
Since being able to share it with other sufferers, and being supported by my Clinical Psychologist, I am now able to control the effects it has had on me over the years.
It is still a great burden, but one that I hope to manage. I shall always be grateful, being able to share with this group. I realise that it would help me if I were able to dispose of this burden, but I still find this difficult to do, but I am sure that one day it will come.